Darta Hoon Lyrics English Translation – Farak | Hustle 5
Experience the English translation of “Darta Hoon,” the standout track from “Hustle 5 Apna Homeground“. Delivered by Farak, the song blends emotional depth with contemporary production composed by Aditya Pushkarna, set to lyricist Farak‘s expressive writing.
| Singer: Farak | Lyricist: Farak |
Darta Hoon Lyrics English Translation – Farak | Hustle 5
Main Darta Hoon Qalam Uthaane Se
I am afraid to pick up the pen.
Kahin Aisi Koi Baat Na Likh Doon
What if I write something like that,
Jisko Lagg Gaye Baras Bhulaane Mein
That takes years to forget?
Kahin Aisi Koi Raat Na Likh Doon
What if I write about a night like that?
Main Bachhta Apnon Pe Likhne Se
I avoid writing about my loved ones.
Rishton Ki Daraar Na Likh Doon
What if I write about the cracks in our relationships?
Jinko Jaana Tha Jaa Chuke Dil Se
Those who had to leave have already left my heart.
Kuch Baaki Malaal Na Likh Doon
What if I write about some regret that still remains?
Main Darta Hoon Qalam Uthaane Se
I am afraid to pick up the pen.
Gade Murde Ukhaad Na Likh Doon
What if I dig up buried memories?
Main Darta Hoon Parat Hataane Se
I am afraid to peel away the layers.
Dil Kitna Barbaad Na Likh Doon
What if I write about how broken my heart truly is?
Jawaab Jinka Mere Paas Nahin
What if I write some questions,
Kuch Aise Sawaal Na Likh Doon
To which I have no answers?
Toota Koi Khwaab Na Likh Doon
What if I write about a broken dream?
Darr Lagta Kharaab Na Likh Doon
I am afraid I might write something painful.
Makaan Banaane Nikle Thay
I had set out to build a home.
Woh Chhoota Ghar-Baar Na Likh Doon
What if I write about the home and family I left behind?
Jo Zaahir Na Kar Paaya Aaj Tak
What if I write about those feelings,
Kuch Aise Jazbaat Na Likh Doon
That I have never been able to express?
Kuch Ghaav Bhare Hee Na Kabhi
What if I write about wounds that never healed?
Marham Ka Abhaav Na Likh Doon
About the absence of any balm to heal them?
Woh Saagar Jo Theher Chuka Uska
What if I write about the ocean that has become still?
Darr Lagta Bahaav Na Likh Doon
I am afraid I might write about its current.
Iss Dil Par Bas Taale Pade Hain
There are only locks placed upon this heart.
Hum Sab Kuch Haare Khade Hain
We stand here having lost everything.
Dil Karta Sab Kuch Hee Likh Doon
My heart wants to write everything.
Jo Darrta Hoon Zaahir Karne Mein
Everything I am afraid to reveal.
All These Scars Bleed As I Speak
All these scars bleed as I speak.
All I’ve Lost Is All That I Need
All I’ve lost is all that I need.
Everything That I Let Go
Everything that I let go
Brings Me Back To Home
Brings me back home.
Jab Thaama Qalam Toh Woh Baadal Chhate
When I held the pen, the clouds cleared away.
Barsaat Hui Ghar Ke Aangan Taley
And rain fell beneath the courtyard of my home.
Laga Pehli Dafa Poori Saans Kheenchi
It felt like I took a full breath for the first time.
Likhi Aapbeeti Kitne Kaagaz Jaley
I wrote my own story, and so many pages burned.
Uss Sehmi Talwaar Ko Dhaar Mili
That frightened sword finally found its edge.
Mere Qaidi Zehen Ko Riha Mili
My imprisoned mind finally found freedom.
Andhere Kamre Mein Chiraag Jalaa
A lamp was lit in the dark room.
Kisi Behti Hawa Ko Disha Mili
And a wandering breeze found its direction.
Zakhmi Ko Marham Na Deta Khuda Toh
If God did not give the wounded a healing balm,
Qalam Mein Uske Behad Siyaahi Deta
He would give his pen an endless supply of ink.
Takleefon Ka Silsila Jaari Rehta
The chain of suffering would continue.
Mera Dard Meri Parchhaayi Jaisa Toh
And my pain would remain like my shadow.
Kaagaz Pe Khud Ko Bikhar Jaane Diya
I let myself fall apart across the pages.
Sametne Mujhko Padhne Waale Aaye
Those who read it came to put me back together.
Jab Zeher Ki Ghoont Nigal Jaane Diya
When I allowed myself to swallow a sip of poison,
Kuch Der Mein Hee Sab Madad Lekar Aaye
Everyone came to help within a little while.
Khidki Ke Baahar Thi Rangat Saari
There was color everywhere outside the window.
Maine Kosa Deewaron Ke Pheekepan Ko
I blamed the dullness of the walls.
Koi Aage Na Badh Paata Doshi Thehra Ke
No one can move forward by simply blaming someone.
Uss Zaalim Berehem Se Beete Kal Ko
Or by blaming that cruel and merciless past.
Toh Nadi Behti Hai Phool Khilta Hai
Just as a river flows and a flower blooms,
Uss Hee Tarah Yeh Majboor Likhta Hai
In the same way, this helpless soul writes.
Ghaav Gehre Hain Rooh Chillaaye
The wounds are deep and the soul cries out.
Maine Bol Kar Seekha Sukoon Milta Hai
I learned that speaking brings peace.
Maine Bol Kar Seekha Sukoon Milta Hai
I learned that speaking brings peace.
Iss Dil Par Bas Taale Pade Hain
There are only locks placed upon this heart.
Hum Sab Kuch Haare Khade Hain
We stand here having lost everything.
Dil Karta Sab Kuch Hee Likh Doon
My heart wants to write everything.
Jo Darrta Hoon Zaahir Karne Mein
Everything I am afraid to reveal.
All These Scars Bleed As I Speak
All these scars bleed as I speak.
All I’ve Lost Is All That I Need
All I’ve lost is all that I need.
Everything That I Let Go
Everything that I let go
Brings Me Back To Home
Brings me back home.
Brings Me Back To Home
Brings me back home.
Main Darta Hoon Qalam Uthaane Se
Kahin Aisi Koi Baat Na Likh Doon
Jisko Lagg Gaye Baras Bhulaane Mein
Kahin Aisi Koi Raat Na Likh Doon
Main Bachhta Apnon Pe Likhne Se
Rishton Ki Daraar Na Likh Doon
Jinko Jaana Tha Jaa Chuke Dil Se
Kuch Baaki Malaal Na Likh Doon
Main Darta Hoon Qalam Uthaane Se
Gade Murde Ukhaad Na Likh Doon
Main Darta Hoon Parat Hataane Se
Dil Kitna Barbaad Na Likh Doon
Jawaab Jinka Mere Paas Nahin
Kuch Aise Sawaal Na Likh Doon
Toota Koi Khwaab Na Likh Doon
Darr Lagta Kharaab Na Likh Doon
Makaan Banaane Nikle Thay
Woh Chhoota Ghar-Baar Na Likh Doon
Jo Zaahir Na Kar Paaya Aaj Tak
Kuch Aise Jazbaat Na Likh Doon
Kuch Ghaav Bhare Hee Na Kabhi
Marham Ka Abhaav Na Likh Doon
Woh Saagar Jo Theher Chuka Uska
Darr Lagta Bahaav Na Likh Doon
Iss Dil Par Bas Taale Pade Hain
Hum Sab Kuch Haare Khade Hain
Dil Karta Sab Kuch Hee Likh Doon
Jo Darrta Hoon Zaahir Karne Mein
All These Scars Bleed As I Speak
All I’ve Lost Is All That I Need
Everything That I Let Go
Brings Me Back To Home
Jab Thaama Qalam Toh Woh Baadal Chhate
Barsaat Hui Ghar Ke Aangan Taley
Laga Pehli Dafa Poori Saans Kheenchi
Likhi Aapbeeti Kitne Kaagaz Jaley
Uss Sehmi Talwaar Ko Dhaar Mili
Mere Qaidi Zehen Ko Riha Mili
Andhere Kamre Mein Chiraag Jalaa
Kisi Behti Hawa Ko Disha Mili
Zakhmi Ko Marham Na Deta Khuda Toh
Qalam Mein Uske Behad Siyaahi Deta
Takleefon Ka Silsila Jaari Rehta
Mera Dard Meri Parchhaayi Jaisa Toh
Kaagaz Pe Khud Ko Bikhar Jaane Diya
Sametne Mujhko Padhne Waale Aaye
Jab Zeher Ki Ghoont Nigal Jaane Diya
Kuch Der Mein Hee Sab Madad Lekar Aaye
Khidki Ke Baahar Thi Rangat Saari
Maine Kosa Deewaron Ke Pheekepan Ko
Koi Aage Na Badh Paata Doshi Thehra Ke
Uss Zaalim Berehem Se Beete Kal Ko
Toh Nadi Behti Hai Phool Khilta Hai
Uss Hee Tarah Yeh Majboor Likhta Hai
Ghaav Gehre Hain Rooh Chillaaye
Maine Bol Kar Seekha Sukoon Milta Hai
Maine Bol Kar Seekha Sukoon Milta Hai
Iss Dil Par Bas Taale Pade Hain
Hum Sab Kuch Haare Khade Hain
Dil Karta Sab Kuch Hee Likh Doon
Jo Darrta Hoon Zaahir Karne Mein
All These Scars Bleed As I Speak
All I’ve Lost Is All That I Need
Everything That I Let Go
Brings Me Back To Home
Brings Me Back To Home
I am afraid to pick up the pen.
What if I write something like that,
That takes years to forget?
What if I write about a night like that?
I avoid writing about my loved ones.
What if I write about the cracks in our relationships?
Those who had to leave have already left my heart.
What if I write about some regret that still remains?
I am afraid to pick up the pen.
What if I dig up buried memories?
I am afraid to peel away the layers.
What if I write about how broken my heart truly is?
What if I write some questions,
To which I have no answers?
What if I write about a broken dream?
I am afraid I might write something painful.
I had set out to build a home.
What if I write about the home and family I left behind?
What if I write about those feelings,
That I have never been able to express?
What if I write about wounds that never healed?
About the absence of any balm to heal them?
What if I write about the ocean that has become still?
I am afraid I might write about its current.
There are only locks placed upon this heart.
We stand here having lost everything.
My heart wants to write everything.
Everything I am afraid to reveal.
All these scars bleed as I speak.
All I’ve lost is all that I need.
Everything that I let go
Brings me back home.
When I held the pen, the clouds cleared away.
And rain fell beneath the courtyard of my home.
It felt like I took a full breath for the first time.
I wrote my own story, and so many pages burned.
That frightened sword finally found its edge.
My imprisoned mind finally found freedom.
A lamp was lit in the dark room.
And a wandering breeze found its direction.
If God did not give the wounded a healing balm,
He would give his pen an endless supply of ink.
The chain of suffering would continue.
And my pain would remain like my shadow.
I let myself fall apart across the pages.
Those who read it came to put me back together.
When I allowed myself to swallow a sip of poison,
Everyone came to help within a little while.
There was color everywhere outside the window.
I blamed the dullness of the walls.
No one can move forward by simply blaming someone.
Or by blaming that cruel and merciless past.
Just as a river flows and a flower blooms,
In the same way, this helpless soul writes.
The wounds are deep and the soul cries out.
I learned that speaking brings peace.
I learned that speaking brings peace.
There are only locks placed upon this heart.
We stand here having lost everything.
My heart wants to write everything.
Everything I am afraid to reveal.
All these scars bleed as I speak.
All I’ve lost is all that I need.
Everything that I let go
Brings me back home.
Brings me back home.
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