Maa Main Darta Hu Lyrics English Translation – Ansh4Sure | Hustle 5

Ladka Ek Kam Aqal Ka
The boy was not very intelligent,

Asliyat Se Bachta Phirta
He kept running away from reality.

Thi Banti Kuch Se Hi
He could get along with only a few,

Tha Baqiyon Se Kafi Darrta
He was quite afraid of the rest.

Thi Baston Se Na Yari
He was never fond of schoolbags,

Copy’on Mein Kafi Gham Tha
There was a lot of sorrow in his notebooks.

Woh Class Mein Tha Aage
He was ahead in the class,

Padh Leta Toh Kaise Likhta
If he had studied, how would he have written?

Gawahi Denge Table’on Pe Likhe Kaafi
The many writings on the tables will bear witness,

Woh Siyahi Ke Kameez Par Nishan Sabse Na Mitey
Those ink stains on his shirt never faded.

Woh Break Khane Ka Tha Gana Par Azeez Tha
He was fond of singing during breaks, and it was dear to him.

Jo Likhta Tha Woh Khud Se Khush Tha Baaki Chahe Na Sune
He was happy with whatever he wrote, even if no one else wanted to listen.

Kisi Se Gham Nahi Kisse Se Hoon Khafa Nahi
I have no sorrow against anyone, and I am not angry with anyone.

Bas Hai Gila Ke Mana Jisko Apna Woh Ruka Nahi
I only have one complaint: the one I considered mine did not stay.

Thi Ma Batati Kya Kami Hai Kya Izafa Hai
Mother used to tell me what was lacking and what needed to be added.

Thay Papa Poochhte Ke Kaise Aj Kuch Likha Nahi
Father used to ask why I had not written anything today.

Badle Sheher Badle Dost Badla Sab Kuch
The city changed, friends changed, everything changed.

Woh Dhoondta Tha Ghar Jahan
He was searching for a home where

Uss Sheher Mein Tha Bas Dukh
There was nothing but sorrow in that city.

Thi Uski Koshish Jaldi Se Woh Jaye Bann Kuch
He tried to become something as quickly as possible.

Nothing To Prove Bas Palatna Chahta Apna Har Rukh
Nothing to prove, he just wanted to change the direction of his life.

Par Kabhi Kalakar Nahi Khada Hota Hai Rangmanch Pe
But an artist never truly stands only on a stage,

Aur Asal Zindagi Mein Darjan Khel
In real life, there are dozens of games to play.

Mere Karmon Ki Rasion Ne Lakh Dafa Dag Chhode
The ropes of my deeds have left countless marks,

Dikhe Meri Gardan Pe
Visible on my neck.

Hogaya Bada Main Jab Se Umar Mein
Ever since I grew older,

Ho Chhota Hoon Gaya Ab Khud Ki Nazron Mein
I have become smaller in my own eyes.

Mujhe Hai Pata Ke Khoob Meherbani Ma
I know you have been very kind to me, Mom.

Ma Ek Aur Jodd Logi Kya Karzon Mein
Mom, will you add one more debt to your burdens?

Ma Main Darrta Hoon Sath Chalegi Kya
Mom, I am scared; will you walk beside me?

Han Main Ladka Hoon Nak Kategi Kya
Yes, I am a boy; will it bring shame upon you?

Agar Main Tujhe Sari Takleefein Bata Doon
If I tell you about all my troubles,

Sach Bata Kam Karne Degi Kya
Tell me honestly, will you let me stop working?

Ma Main Darrta Hoon Sath Chalegi Kya
Mom, I am scared; will you walk beside me?

Han Main Ladka Hoon Nak Kategi Kya
Yes, I am a boy; will it bring shame upon you?

Agar Main Tujhe Sari Takleefein Bata Doon
If I tell you about all my troubles,

Toh Duniya Se Ladne Degi Kya
Will you let me fight against the world?

Main Tere Aage Ro Bhi Nahi Sakta
I cannot even cry in front of you.

Chah Ke Bhi Jhooth Bol Hi Nahi Sakta
Even if I want to, I cannot lie.

Tabhi Toh Chup Chap Baitha Hoon Main
That’s why I sit here quietly,

Soch Raha Hoon Sochta Hi Rahoon So Bhi Nahi Sakta
Thinking and thinking, unable to sleep.

Tabhi Toh Likhun Char Baje
That’s why I write at four in the morning,

Jagta Reh Rat Mein Main
I stay awake through the night.

Aankhein Jalake Chala Deta Hoon Qalam
I burn my eyes and let the pen flow,

Aur Phir Banjate Gane
And then songs are created.

Aur Phir Yeh Banjate Gane
And then these become songs.

Yeh Gane Sunake
By making people hear these songs,

Rula Deta Sab Ko
I make everyone cry,

Hasa Deta Tujh Ko
I make you laugh,

Taraqqi Dikha Ke
By showing my progress.

Zamane Ko Chahta
I want to

Samjhana
Make the world understand.

Main Likhdun
I could write

Alfaz Iss Duniya Ko
Words for this world,

Takhti Banake Par
Turning it into a writing board, but…

Sath Chalegi Kya
Will you walk beside me?

Han Main Darrta Hoon Nak Kategi Kya
Yes, I am scared; will it bring shame upon you?

Agar Main Tujhe Sari Takleefein Bata Doon Toh Ghar Se Niklne Degi Kya
If I tell you about all my troubles, will you let me leave the house?

Kabhi Bhoola Na Ma Teri Ansun Ankhon Ke
Mom, I have never forgotten your tearful eyes.

Ab Bhi Bhoola Na Ma Pala Kaise Nazon Se
I still haven’t forgotten how lovingly you raised me.

Kabhi Sulah Na Ho Payi Unn Halaton Se
I could never make peace with those circumstances

Jinse Ab Bhi Pareshan Hai Tu Raton Mein
That still trouble you at night.

Par Dekh Tera Beta Phaila Pada Iss Jahan Mein
But look, your son has spread his presence across this world.

Yeh Log Jo Hain Chheekte Woh Lafz Likhe Hath Se
These people who shout out the words I wrote with my hands,

Manta Main Kam Aur Kaj Mein Thoda Vyast Hoon
I admit I am somewhat busy with work,

Par Aj Bhi Toh Anshu Tera Seekhe Teri Baton Se
But even today, Anshu learns from your words.

Ma Main Tara Tere Ankhon Ka
Mom, I am the star of your eyes.

Phir Jaley Yeh Jahan Kyun
Then why does this world burn?

Kehti Main Hoon Pyara Phir
You say that I am dear to you, then

Yeh Sare Khate Khar Kyun
Why are all these accounts so harsh?

Aaj Tak Chillaya Na
I have never shouted until today,

Kuch Bhi Kara Ho Maine
Whatever I may have done.

Mujhe Rona Ata Raton Mein Ma
I feel like crying at night, Mom.

Kab Tak Sab Sambhal Loon
How long can I keep handling everything?

Ke Tu Aja Seene Se Lagale
Please come and hold me close to your chest.

Ma Kuch Bhi Kar Mujhko Bachale
Mom, do anything, just save me.

Ya Kehde Bas Wahi Har Dafa Jo Kehti
Or just say what you always say,

Anshu Tu Karlega Phir Sab Karloonga Main
“Anshu, you can do it,” and then I will do everything.

Main Darrta Hoon Sath Chalegi Kya
I am scared; will you walk beside me?

Han Main Ladka Hoon Nak Kategi Kya
Yes, I am a boy; will it bring shame upon you?

Agar Main Tujhe Sari Takleefein Bata Doon
If I tell you about all my troubles,

Sach Bata Kam Karne Degi Kya
Tell me honestly, will you let me stop working?

Main Darrta Hoon Sath Chalegi Kya
I am scared; will you walk beside me?

Han Ladka Hoon Nak Kategi Kya
Yes, I am a boy; will it bring shame upon you?

Agar Main Tujhe Sari Takleefein Bata Doon
If I tell you about all my troubles,

Toh Duniya Se Ladne Degi Kya
Will you let me fight against the world?

Main Darrta Hoon Sath Chalegi Kya
I am scared; will you walk beside me?

Ladka Hoon Nak Kategi Kya
I am a boy; will it bring shame upon you?

Agar Main Tujhe Sari Takleefein Bata Doon
If I tell you about all my troubles,

Tu Ghar Se Niklne Degi Kya
Will you let me leave the house?

Bacchpan Toh Shuru Se Hi Khatm Tha Mera
My childhood had been over from the very beginning.

Phir Bhi Uss Samay Kuch Karz Reh Gaya Sar Pe
Even then, some debts remained over my head.

Kandho Pe Nishan Padhe Hai
There are marks on my shoulders,

Kitne Sapno Ki Arthio Ka Bhoj Seh Gaya Darr Mein
Bearing the burden of the funeral processions of so many dreams in fear.

Shuru Se Ghar Se Hi To Nikalna Tha Ek Ghar Ki Khoj Mein
From the very beginning, I had to leave home in search of a home.

Mera Basta Toh Mere Pas Hai Ma
I have my schoolbag with me, Mom.

Phir Aesa Kyun Lagta Hai Ma Ki Kuch Reh Gaya Ghar Pe
Then why does it feel, Mom, that I have left something behind at home?