Apna Apna Aasmaan Lyrics English Translation – Harmeeet | Hustle 5

Mera Makaan Kaccha Chhat Ko Mera Khwaab Maan
My house is humble, and consider the roof my dream,

Tujhpe Imaaratein Hain Rab Chaahe Chaand Maang
You have grand buildings; if God wishes, ask for the moon.

Kahaan Se Dekhte Iss Baat Pe Sab Tika Hua
From where we stand, everything seems to depend on this,

Ke Shaayad Sab Ka Hota Apna-Apna Aasmaan
Perhaps everyone has their own sky.

Toh Mera Bhi Ek Hai Aasmaan Hai Aapki Tarah
So I too have a sky, just like you,

Jismein Rehte Hain Kuch Baadal Mere Khwaab Ki Tarah
Where some clouds live, just like my dreams.

To Yeh Baadal Dekhne Mein Lagte Sundar Beshak
These clouds certainly look beautiful,

Par Yeh Chhupaake Rakhte Hain Kuch Toh Naqaab Ki Tarah
But they hide something behind them like a veil.

Toh Iss Aasmaan Ko Aur Nahi Main Bharna Chaahta Hoon
I do not want to fill this sky any further,

Saare Baadal Chhatt Jaayein
Let all the clouds clear away,

Main Bas Phir Marna Chaahta Hoon
Then I simply want to die.

Toh Shuruwaat Karte Hain Hum Mere Pehle Baadal Se
So let us begin with my first cloud,

Kaisa Shakhs Tha Aur Kaisa Ab Main Banna Chaahta Hoon
What kind of person I was and what kind of person I want to become now.

Dil Toota Mera Par Maine Tode Bhi Toh
My heart broke, but I also broke hearts,

Mujhse Chhoote Kitne Log Maine Chhode Bhi Toh
So many people drifted away from me, and I also let some go.

Aur Beshak Bada Kiya Maine Unn Paudhon Ko Inhi Haath Se
And indeed, I nurtured those plants with these very hands,

Jab Phool Aaye Paudhon Par Inhi Haathon Se Toda Bhi Toh
But when flowers bloomed on them, I also plucked them with these same hands.

Haath Se Mere Kisi Ko Haadse Milay Koi
Because of my actions, someone may have faced misfortune,

Mera Ghada Bharte-Bharte Pyaas Se Marey Koi
Someone may have died of thirst while helping fill my vessel.

Jaanta Hoon Achhe Se Ki Zyaada Hoti Jalan
I know very well that the pain burns even more,

Jab Yeh Haath Na Jalaye Par Apne Haath Se Jalay Koi
When these hands do not burn someone, but someone burns themselves by their own hands.

Sapna Itna Saada Mujhko Marna Aisa Banda Bann Kar
My simple dream is to die having become such a person,

Ke Chup Toh Sab Karaate Rone Doon Main Kandha Bann Kar
That when everyone makes others stay silent, I let them cry while offering my shoulder.

Aur Tujhko Chhodh Jaaye Duniya Paapi Bolkar
And if the world leaves you behind calling you a sinner,

Aur Chaahe Tu Sudharna Toh
And if you want to change,

Main Ruk Paaun Bas Ganga Bann Kar
I wish I could remain there like the Ganges.

Dooja Baadal Mera Barsa Aur Yeh Baarishein Sehlaab Laagaayin
My second cloud rained, and these rains brought a flood.

Mere Aankhon Ke Sheher Mein Dekh Baadh Aagayi
Look, a flood came into the city of my eyes.

Par Yahan Rone Ka Koi Hota Agar Faida Toh
But if crying here had been of any use,

Kyun Mujhko Rota Dekh Ke Nani Dubaara Jaag Na Gayi
Why didn’t Grandma wake up again when she saw me crying?

Nani Kuch Saal Baad Tu Aankhein Moond Leti
Grandma, a few years later, you closed your eyes forever.

Main Gaa Raha Tha Nani Dekh Duniya Jhoom Rahi Thi
I was singing, Grandma, and the whole world was celebrating.

Itna Khush Hoti Na Aap Mujhko TV Par Dekh Kar
You would have been so happy seeing me on TV,

Ki Aap TV Par Se Maatha Mera Choom Letin
That you would have kissed my forehead through the TV.

Khudko Baandh Ke Rakhta Hoon
I keep myself restrained,

Kahin Yeh Chhoot Na Jaaye Qaabu Apna
So that I do not lose control over myself.

Dadi Ko Bhoolne Ki Bimari Main Yaad Hoon Rakhta
I keep reminding myself that Grandma has a memory-loss illness.

Harmeet Ko Lete Ab Sadkon Pe Pehchaan
Now people recognize me on the streets with Harmeet.

Mujhko Darr Rehta Hai
I remain afraid,

Ghar Pe Dadi Bhool Na Jaayein Babu Apna
That Grandma might forget her own Babu at home.

Bachaa Hai Aadhaa Baadal Ismein Bhi Na Chhed Ho Jaaye
Half of the cloud remains; I fear it might develop a hole too.

Mera Yeh Jeeta Hua Sona Phirse Ret Ho Jaaye
I fear that the gold I have won might turn into sand again.

Khauf Tha Kabhi Mujhko Haarne Ka Nahi
I was never afraid of losing,

Mujhko Darr Ke Meri Jeet Mein Na Kahin Phirse Der Ho Jaaye
I am afraid that my victory might somehow be delayed again.

Ab Mera Teeja Baadal Sab Se Zyaada Ghanaa
Now my third cloud is the darkest of all,

Jo Mere Gusse Chinta Aur Inn Aansuon Se Bana
Made from my anger, worries, and these tears.

Ismein Bijliyan Kadakti Mere Gusse Ki
Lightning strikes inside it from my anger,

Main Darr Mein Rehta Hoon Kisi Pe Gira Na Doon Zaraa
I live in fear that I might let it fall on someone.

Bachpane Mein Socha Kyun Yeh Itni Qillat Mili
As a child, I wondered why I had been given so little.

Main Chhote Ghar Ka Bade School Mein Bhi Zillat Mili
I came from a small house and faced humiliation even at a big school.

Tujhe Gaadi Mili Hogi Tujhe Ghar Mila Hoga
You may have received a car, you may have received a house,

Mujhko Baap Se Viraasat Mein Par Himmat Mili
But I inherited courage from my father.

Tab Se Khaai Nahi Koi Aisi Jo Ki Naap Karke Koodi Ho
Since then, I have never faced a challenge without measuring it before taking the leap.

Kitna Lamba Chalke Aaya Raaste Se Poochhiyo
Ask the road how far I have traveled.

Jab Ghar Mein Padi Jagah Kam Yeh Khwaab Paalne Ki
When there was barely enough space in the house to nurture these dreams,

Apne Haathon Se Banaaya Maine Bathroom Mein Studio
I built a studio in the bathroom with my own hands.

Kamee Ke Wazan Se Kabhi Kandhe Nahi Thakte
My shoulders never grew tired from the weight of scarcity.

Accha Khoja Burey Mein Bhi Path Se Nahi Bhatke
I looked for the good even in the bad and never strayed from my path.

Pankhe Ki Bhi Jagah Nahi Thi Studio Mein Mere
There wasn’t even enough space for a fan in my studio,

Tabhi Shaayad Khwaab Mere Phande Se Nahi Latke
Perhaps that is why my dreams never hung from a noose.

Roti Beli Iss Qalam Se Kaagaz Choolha Hogaya
I made my living with this pen, turning paper into my stove.

Maine Bola Jitna Jhooth Saara Choora Hogaya
All the lies I had spoken turned to dust.

Maine Aadaton Ko Maara Phir Bahaane Nahi Diye
I defeated my old habits and stopped making excuses.

Tabse Laakhon Wala Gaana Mera Poora Hogaya
Since then, my song worth millions finally became complete.

Jiski Subah Ko Hum Tarse Mujhko Ek-Ek Woh Shaam Yaad
I remember every evening when we longed for the morning.

Cheezein Nahi Khareedin Tuney Ek-Ek Ka Daam Yaad
I remember the price of every thing you couldn’t afford to buy.

Sunn Ke Ro Gayi Tu Mujhko Ek-Ek Woh Baat Yaad
I remember every word that made you cry when you heard it.

Par Chinta Matt Kar Maa Tu Mujhko Ek-Ek Ke Naam Yaad
But don’t worry, Mom, I remember every single name.